MY FAITH HAS SEEN ME THROUGH!

       'TIS A WONDERFUL BEGINING , TO THIS DAY. I AM A VERY FORTUNATE FREAKAZIOD / WOMAN!! 

        TODAY, MY ASHLEY, GITS HER SCHOOL PICTURES TAKEN. THE 'LORD,' GAVE ME LOVE IN MY HEART / SOUL, TO PRIMP HER , WONDERFULLY :)   I COULD TELL, SHE FELT , AS SPECIAL, AS SHE IS!

        MEGAN, WHOS PICS, WILL BE TAKEN, DAY AFTER. WELL, SHE WAS FEELING A BIT CAST ASIDE. SO- I NURTURED HER, TOO!!  WHEN MY BABIES, DEPARTED FOR SCHOOL, THEY LOOKED AT ME, WITH THESE LOVING EYES, OF HOPE, SECURITY, AND HAPPINESS. I DON'T THINK, I HAVE EVER FELT SO COMPLETE?!!  WE MAY NOT BE FILTHY RICH, BUT, HEAVEN KNOWS, WE GOT IT GOING "ON!"

         MY SONS' DADDY, ELTON, AS I WROTE, IS HANGIN' AROUND FROM TIME 2 TIME. I'M TAKING IT , V-E-R-Y EASILY, { BEST I CAN } , AND , SIMPLY BEING A 'FRIEND!'  YOU KNOW ME, I TEND TO WISH TO GIT ALL "WISHY-WASHY," AND , HAVE THE URGE TO PUSH THE L-O-V-E SHIT, TO THE LIMITS.  { SO FAR, SO GOOD }  I'M JUST HERE 4 HIM! WHAT ALL OCCURS, WILL OCCUR, BUT, FOR NOW, HE JUST HAS TO GIT HIS FEET ON THE GROUND, AND  TAKE IT SLOW, SINCE , HE'S FRESH OUTTA PRISON. THE MAN, HAS EVERY LEGAL, EAGLE, BREATHING DOWN HIS BACK. "I," SHOULD ""NOT,"" BE ANOTHER!

        MATTER OF FACT, THE POSSIBILITY , EXISTS, THAT HE WILL PICK ME UP, SO AS TO ASSIST HIM ON A PAINTING JOB, HE HAS AQUIRED, E-A-R-L-Y, TOMMORROW MORNING. { IF, IT IS GODS' WILL, IT'LL HAPPEN! } YESTERDAY, AS HE EXTENDED THIS OPPORTUNITY, HE SAYS TO ME, "YOU GOT SOMETHING ELSE TO WEAR, THAN THAT KINDA STUFF?"         I REPLIED, " YEPPERS, I HAVE THE PURRRRFECT OUTFIT!!"   

             { JUST BETWEEN YOU & ME, I CURLED MY HAIR, "YESTERDAY," SO I'D LOOK PRETTIER .}

         I HAVE, ALREADY, FIXED UP THE FRONT OF THE HOUSE, FIT FOR ST. HALLOWS' WEEN! IT MAKES ME GIGGLE, AND SMILE, FOR, I HAVE BEEN COLLECTING THE GARB, FOR A FEW YEARS, NOW, AND , IT'S QUITE ALL OURS!  GRANTED, WE DON'T HAVE INFLATED , HUGE , GLOWING ATTRACTIONS! BUT- IT IS , VERY NICE, AND WE APPRECIATE IT. THE SAME GOES FOR OUR "CHRISTMAS " DECOURE'  ! AS THE YEARS GO PAST, WE ADD A SMIDGEN MORE, AND , AS WE DO, WE BUILD MEMORIES, "NOT," JUST MATERIAL, COMMERCIAL BULLSHIT. WE MAY NEED A FEW , NEW LIGHTS, BUT...

               " " LIFES' SIMPLE PLEASURES / TREASURES! " "

         THIS YEAR, I HAVE SECURED ALL THE NECCESSITIES / PAPERWORK / DR.S' ATTENDS, FOR THE GIRLS, AND, ACTUALLY, GOTTEN THEM TO THEIR PROPER NEEDS :) THE SCHOOL YEAR, HAS BEEN OFF TO A 'GOOD START!' MY CHILDREN, HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH FANTASTIC TEACHES / SCHOOL DISTRICT! AND, I AM MAKING SOME COOL PROGRESS, IN TIGHTENING MY WAYS OF GUIDING THEM, AS WELL AS, FOCUSING ON WAYS TO ENHANCE THEIR LEARNING. I'M NOT SUCH A GEEK, WHEN IT COMES TO THAT, THESE DAYS. I, AM GRATEFUL!

         I MUST PREPARE, TO GO TO THE STORE,NOW, SO, I SHALL CONTINUE ON MY WONDERFUL MOOD, A BIT LATER. THANK YOU, FOR BEING THERE, FOR ME TO SPILL MY THOUGHTS AND HEARTFELTS!!  I, SINCERELY HOPE, THAT, ONE DAY, THIS BOOK WILL BE PUBLISHED, , BUT- M-O-R-E ,SO, THAT WHAT YOU READ, WILL PROVIDE YOU, WITH THOUGHTS , FEELINGS, AND SECURITY, THAT NONE OF US, ARE ALONE!  THERE IS, " " ALWAYS " " HOPE AND PROGRESS, AS YOU CAN PLANELY SEE. 

                                   I LOVE YOU.      PEACE BE UNTO...